left eye

I did something yesterday that I haven't done in over 20 years. I cried because of physical pain. It was my cute little son that caused it. He stabbed my eye with his finger. It still hurts so I think I'm going to see an eye doctor today if I get the chance. I just read online that rubbing is bad. So I'll probably be half-blind by tomorrow, but maybe this means I can get some cool Elvis Costello glasses that my 20/20 vision has not afforded me the opportunity of having.

In other news. Jeff got tickets for four of us to see Wilco in Indi. It's actually a benefit concert for Reilly Children's Hospital that is the hospital where Suzanne was treated (and life saved) from her crazy blood disease called Evan's Syndrome. That's why we are going =).

We got back from Lake Erie on Saturday. It was great to have time with my family. It felt lonely though without my dad. Something was missing and we all felt it. It's hard to know what to do with these feelings. We are back into living our life fully, but at the same time, it's easy to just get sad when I think of him not being here.